Tuesday, November 18, 2008

a bestfriend in love

Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Hayzzz… this song… it reminds me of someone whom I have been secretly loving for almost five years now, my best friend.

Years have passed and yet his memories remain in my heart. I don’t know why. You see, he’s the only person I have ever loved (aside from my family and friends of course!) and I doubt if I can ever erase him in my heart and replace him. How I wish I could do that. How I wish that replacing him would be as easy as erasing writings on a black board. How I wish….

But it’s not as easy as that. Forgetting him, nor replacing, has become a struggle for me. A lot of times, I forced myself to forget him and totally erase him in my mind…but I always fail!

Until now, he’s still the one….

And until now, he still doesn’t know how I feel towards him….

I don’t have any plans of telling him either. What for? I survived without telling him before. How much more now that he’s leaving for states...?